How do i start such a blog?

Hello,

I decided to write a blog for myself. Not for everyone else to read, not to posted via Facebook or any other social networking site. I would prefer for this to never be read by anyone, but there is no possible way for me to guarantee that since i am posting it on the world wide web. I do not want to be questioned for anything that is posted in this blog, or even reminded that i have this blog. As far as i know, you DO NOT know this blog exist, whoever the reader may be.

I could of easily wrote this in Microsoft Word, or even a diary of some sort. But that would be too easy.. and personally i have no luck with a "personal" diary. Nothing is personal anymore. Especially in married life.

I go through these phases, if that's what you call them. Where i need to write down my thoughts, everything, anything, just what is floating around in my skull. I guess its my way of venting quietly to myself without asking to be judged/commented on. I do not have much time, you see i have work in less than 7 hours and i need some sort of rest before i start my day.

I wanted my first post to be rather meaningful to myself, but it seems i am too drowsy for any creativity to show itself. I know as soon as i plug in my phone to the charger and get all comfy in my bed next to my fully asleep husband i will get that spark of creativity and i will ave the hardest time falling asleep, thus getting up and writing it down before my "official" bedtime.

Its odd, i don't like writing, as you can see i have very bad punctuation. You might find it odd that it seems i am writing this blog to someone else, as if i know someone is going to read this. But i don't mean to, its just how this jumbled mess is turning out, i am going to stick with it. I made this for myself. No one else.


I know that in this blog almost 90% of anything said will probably make no sense to you at all. Some of it may not even be true, or maybe i will have raging female hormones and i will be an evil bitch and say things i don't mean. I suppose i should apologize ahead of time for anyone who is mentioned ahead of time. But also if you have read anything i have said, or i should say "Paid any attention" this blog was meant for me. Me. Me. Oh, and ME. And i don't want to hear a single peep about it from anyone other than myself.

Just for myself i am going to say what everyone says in their first blog post. "I am going to try my best/hardest to write in this blog everyday."

But i know this is not true, life does not let you do what you want.